I’m just so sick and tired of all the BS.
It’s never in me to give up or give in. The choices I make may not be necessarily right all the time, but I will never back down, no matter how hard things may get.
I must admit that I’ve neither attended any of my aerial/ dance classes nor worked out at home like I usually do. When I got sick 3 weeks ago, I didn’t have enough energy to go to the office and do a bit of work and exercise after. The week after that, I strained my left wrist and could barely move it.
I try to eat as healthy as I can, but with all the sudden free time I have from NOT working out, I’ve honestly allowed myself to slack off: After 3 months of staying away from french fries and junk food, I’ve started eating them again. Although I’ve steered clear from alcohol for almost a month already, and I don’t eat rice, (normal) pasta or bread and drink soda, I haven’t really done much.
I feel like I’m in a slump right now, being unhappy at work and disappointed with myself for the lack of motivation to get my ass moving again.
I need to start eating right again. More so, work out again for five times a week. ARGH. I have to do this. I want to do this.
I’ve always been known as vocal - I speak my mind when I want, however I want to say things. I try my best to be as tactful as I can though; I know that what I believe is true (or right) doesn’t have to consequently be the same for others.
Some days, I’d rather stay quiet and re/blog - not necessarily about how I feel, it can be something that simply grab my attention.
It’s just funny how some people seem to follow what I do and what I say online and automatically think that I refer to them! God. If anyone would backtrack and look at my posts, whenever feeling angsty towards someone, I never directly mention names or even give as much clue as who the person is!
I don’t use these venues (FB, Twitter, Instagram, Tumblr) to rant and ruin other people. I’m not that mean and that’s not my thing.
I’ve been staying off Facebook, Twitter and Instagram for months for my peace of mind and sanity - even if it meant not actively staying in touch with family and friends I don’t see everyday. I refuse to be bullied off Tumblr.
Stop checking out my account and reading my posts if it offends you. Not everything I say or do is about you.
Or how to think. I don’t need anyone else to run my life for me. Seriously.
No matter the consequence, stand by what you believe is right. Do things for yourself, not because it pleases others.
But that’s how I roll so shush.